Keep on Keepin’ on!

I’ve actually started to lose track of my sober calendar! I’m around 450 days sober and each day has been a blessing. I’ve began to lose track of the number because my sobriety is now who I am. It’s now part of my daily life! I focus my attention on what I can do today, that will improve my future. I’ve recently spoke with a group of recovering addicts and the overall consensus is that we all struggle with thoughts of our past. We all dwell on the things we’ve done, the people we may have hurt and the relationships we have destroyed. It gets difficult at times, continuing to move forward.

So, I shared with them something that I heard. It was a speech by Matthew Mcconaughey as he was accepting an Oscar award. It goes like this…

“There’s a few things, about three things to my count that I need each day.
One I need something to look up to, another something to look forward to, and another is someone to chase.

Now first off I want to thank God, because that’s who I look up to. He has graced my life with opportunities that I know are not of my hand or of any human hand. He has shown me that it is a scientific fact that gratitude reciprocates. In the words of the late Charlie Laughton, who said “When you got God, you got a friend, and that friend is you”

To my family, that’s who and what I look forward to. To my Father who I know he is up there right now with a big pot of gumbo. He has got a lemon meringue pie over there, he is probably in his underwear and he has got a cold can of Miller Lite, he is dancing right now. To you Dad, you taught me what it means to be a man.

To my Mother who is here tonight, who taught me and my two older brothers, demanded that we respect ourselves. And what we in turn learned was that we were better able to respect others. Thank you for that Mama.

To my wife Camila, and my kids Levi, Vida, Livingston. The courage and significance you give me everyday I go out the door is unparalleled. You are the four people in my life that I want to make the most proud of me, Thank you.

And to my hero, that’s who I chase. Now when I was 15 years old, I have a very important person in my life come to me and say, “Who is your hero?”. And I said I don’t know I gotta think about that, give me a couple of weeks. I come back two weeks later, this person comes up and says “Who’s your hero?” And so I thought about it and I said you know who it is, it’s me in 10 years.

So I turn 25, 10 years later that same person comes to me and goes “so are you a hero?” And I was like, not even close. No, no, no. She said “Why?” I said because my hero is me at 35. So you see every day, every week, every month and every year of my life, my hero is always 10 years away. I’m never going to beat my hero. I’m not going to obtain that, I know I’m not. And that’s just fine with me because that keeps me with somebody to keep on chasing.

So, to any of us, whatever those things are, whatever that is we look up to, whatever it is we look forward to, and whoever it is we are chasing to that I say amen. To that I say alright, alright, alright. And to that I say just keep living huh.”

-MM

And I ended by telling that you may never forget about the wrongs you’ve committed in your life, or the people you may have hurt. But you need to continue chasing that person you envision who has forgotten those wrongs. Each and every day, you have to keep pushing forward.

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